Not Yours Anymore

I’m done with carrying your weight,
All the love I gave, returned in an empty crate.
No more looking for love in those 'hero arcs,'
I’ve learned my lessons, and I’ve got the scars.

My heart’s not a vending machine, feeding free care,
While you’re out there, acting like I’m not even there.
I gave and gave until I felt like air,
But now, I don’t look at anyone with those puppy dog stares.

You were all just passing through, like episodes on repeat,
And I’m done binge-watching the ones where I’m beat.
I don’t need your love, your validation, or your lies,
I’m letting go of these bonds, no more puppy eyes.

I blurred my lines, couldn’t see where I stopped,
Took on your pain until my own heart dropped.
But guess what? I’m done playing the healer,
Your story’s not my sequel, I’m done being the feeler.

Like a reset button in a video game,
No more loading your hurt, your guilt, or your shame.
I’m levelling up, no more side quests for affection,
I’m the main character now—final correction.

~ Kanika Kaushal ✨ The Luminous Muse

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Amazon Worker

Hey there Amazon Worker, Do you think you pulled one over? Mocked my vulnerable side, only to protect your fake pride. I can’t fathom why I ever asked you to pamper and protect. Your wealth was never my concern, yet you watched my trust burn. As I began to share how I felt, you made a snide remark, hitting below the belt. Do you think I care if people change the way they stare? I’m no longer trying to hide; the girl you knew has long died. It’s amusing now that you said I remind you of your mother— What kind of devil hurts the daughter of another? Everyone says to forgive and forget since you were only a child. I would if you didn’t parade your weak masculinity, born of Rothschild. Your false grandeur can’t erase the damage done, I’ve found my strength and my journey’s just begun. If you thought you were good for my image, Know this: my growth surpasses your limits. I’m a woman whose name you can’t tear from the page, And I will stand tall, owning my own stage. ~ Kanika Kau...

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Not So Bhavya

Oh, drop the good guy act, You pretended to care, that's a fact. Someone who was hiding their own shame, Called me psycho and crazy, how lame. You tried to charm me with your coffer, Brushed off my pain, saying, “Stop it, or else I won’t buy a lightsaber.” You took all you could and then asked what I have to offer? Funny how you wanted to burn it all down when you lost your maker, But when I cried and screamed, called me a big faker. You claimed to know love, but never took the time, To understand my heart, my rhythm, my rhyme. You wrapped me in darkness while claiming the light, But all you offered was a hollow delight. Now your shadows fade, and I choose to ignite, I’ll weave my own stories, reclaiming my flight.

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