Not Yours Anymore

I’m done with carrying your weight,
All the love I gave, returned in an empty crate.
No more looking for love in those 'hero arcs,'
I’ve learned my lessons, and I’ve got the scars.

My heart’s not a vending machine, feeding free care,
While you’re out there, acting like I’m not even there.
I gave and gave until I felt like air,
But now, I don’t look at anyone with those puppy dog stares.

You were all just passing through, like episodes on repeat,
And I’m done binge-watching the ones where I’m beat.
I don’t need your love, your validation, or your lies,
I’m letting go of these bonds, no more puppy eyes.

I blurred my lines, couldn’t see where I stopped,
Took on your pain until my own heart dropped.
But guess what? I’m done playing the healer,
Your story’s not my sequel, I’m done being the feeler.

Like a reset button in a video game,
No more loading your hurt, your guilt, or your shame.
I’m levelling up, no more side quests for affection,
I’m the main character now—final correction.

~ Kanika Kaushal ✨ The Luminous Muse

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My Tips Get The Job Done

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Game Of Fire and Ice

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Call Your Wife... Call Your Mother...

Call your wife. Call your mother. Tell them how you talk to women like me when no one's watching— But of course, I'm the Outspoken B tch*, and you, the Outstanding Gentleman in your suit and tie. But sure— I’d rather be outclass than be hung like sea bass on your trophy wall, smiling silent while you call me “crass.” Your twisted kinks. Your polished lies. You think I won’t roar? That I’ll tuck in my shadow just to keep your sin safe? I own my dark. Loud. Proud. You will not cage me with your guilt-laced chains. If you were so happy choosing her over me, Then go flirt with her . Not me. Don’t you dare come here with your diluted apologies and leftover lust. I’d rather be The villain in your story Than your sidepiece in silence. Because I remember— You were a playboy then , You’re still a playboy now , And every time you smile and say “We’re still friends”… God, I puke a little. You know your name. Don’t play lost boy. Don’t hide behind your “Good intentions.” I used to care...

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