Thank You For Breaking Me

Thank you for the humiliation,
For the degradation that shaped me anew.
What you did in secret shadows,
Forged a woman you'll never subdue.

The ones who touched without asking,
Made me loathe who I am,
But now, I embrace each part of me,
No longer trapped by your demand.

I won’t let your so-called friends,
Pressure me into drinking or smoking.
Go, give it to your mom, and watch her try—
I’m not playing along with your joke.

You won’t make me feel uncool,
I won’t fake smiles or burn in shame.
You poured me a glass but not your wife?
No—fuck off with your double-standard game.

Thanks for breaking me down so far,
That I wished to disappear in the crowd.
Now I stand tall, even if only to your chest,
You won’t use me as an armrest now.

I’m a tiny goddess, rare and fierce,
No longer afraid of your piercing stares.
Your attempts to abuse and belittle me?
I’ve shed that hatred because I care—
For myself, for the woman I’ve become,
Knowing my worth, my heart, I am RARE.

~ Kanika Kaushal ✨ The Luminous Muse

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My Tips Get The Job Done

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Call Your Wife... Call Your Mother...

Call your wife. Call your mother. Tell them how you talk to women like me when no one's watching— But of course, I'm the Outspoken B tch*, and you, the Outstanding Gentleman in your suit and tie. But sure— I’d rather be outclass than be hung like sea bass on your trophy wall, smiling silent while you call me “crass.” Your twisted kinks. Your polished lies. You think I won’t roar? That I’ll tuck in my shadow just to keep your sin safe? I own my dark. Loud. Proud. You will not cage me with your guilt-laced chains. If you were so happy choosing her over me, Then go flirt with her . Not me. Don’t you dare come here with your diluted apologies and leftover lust. I’d rather be The villain in your story Than your sidepiece in silence. Because I remember— You were a playboy then , You’re still a playboy now , And every time you smile and say “We’re still friends”… God, I puke a little. You know your name. Don’t play lost boy. Don’t hide behind your “Good intentions.” I used to care...

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